Well, AN has come and gone. And even though our group was smaller this year, and really low-key, I think this was the best year yet. Though, in terms of organization, the first year was the best for J-Idol. Haha.

Whipped up our official site. Need to change up the layout, its really ugly and simple at the moment.

Yesterday, it was the first time in my short university experience where I finally felt like I kicked some academic ass… instead of feeling like I’ve been raped by a test. I don’t want to jinx it, but *crossesfingers* lets just say I’m awaiting the outcome, instead of sitting in fear.

2 more exams left for me to try to kick some academic ass.  Darn the apathy I carried for most of this year.  

I just want this all to be over so I can start fresh again.  I want to return home as well, and move my furniture around as a symbol for change.  XD;

misspent youth

I can say I really studied for something, but I still got an awful mark.

white flags aren’t my thing

I made quite a few big mistakes this year.  I wasn't ready for independence, for university.  I've learned now, and I've definately learned alot about my self this year.  

I'm going to pick my self up after this fall, and I'm going to try to make next year and the years after that stellar.  No more couch potato.  No more empty promises to my self.  I want change, and I'm going to welcome it.

This is it.  I'm sick and tired of feeling blue about my very low gpa.  I'm sick of starting off alright, and then killing my gpa.  I know, some say that gpa does not equate happiness, but as a student, yes, yes it does.  

I'm glad most grad schools don't look at your first (or even your second) year.  But this is going to destroy my chances of getting into dentistry.  Fuckery. 

the other path

Hehe. I've been lurking on the UT Biome forums and deep down inside I'm all warm and fuzzy. I think I avoided being in classes full of truck loads of med school keeners. Score! The exception is 2nd year (next year), but I really don't have a choice there since I am still in lifesci. Once I'm done these survey courses… I'm going to be so happy!