yet another blog on the internets
Will be preparing resumes for Energy Probe Research Foundation and Grameen Credit Foundation Canada.
They are both looking for summer students, but I am worried about being under-qualified. I have interests in international development, the environment, and human rights, so I think either position will be a “right” step for me. Many U of T faculty worked with EPRF before, including very public figures like David Suzuki.
Curious about the outcome.
Well, AN has come and gone. And even though our group was smaller this year, and really low-key, I think this was the best year yet. Though, in terms of organization, the first year was the best for J-Idol. Haha.
Whipped up our official site. Need to change up the layout, its really ugly and simple at the moment.
Yesterday, it was the first time in my short university experience where I finally felt like I kicked some academic ass… instead of feeling like I’ve been raped by a test. I don’t want to jinx it, but *crossesfingers* lets just say I’m awaiting the outcome, instead of sitting in fear. 
2 more exams left for me to try to kick some academic ass. Darn the apathy I carried for most of this year.
I just want this all to be over so I can start fresh again. I want to return home as well, and move my furniture around as a symbol for change. XD;
To give myself a (naive) sense of hope, I’m going to tell myself that limits do not apply to people. If you want something bad enough, you will persevere and try and try again no matter what. I’m going to refuse to believe that I’ve hit a limit. No, I can definitely do better and achieve what I want. Perhaps youth makes me more susceptable to naive thinking, but it is going to help me get through this.
I can say I really studied for something, but I still got an awful mark.
